I seriously have not been more anxious in my life. Next week this time we will know if our little sparkle is okay on the sonogram. If you do not remember we did not see the heart beat last week, we were only in the 5th week, so it is common for that to happen. I cannot take the wait to make sure that he/she is in there and growing okay. I was also measuring a few days off last week which has me concerned also. It is okay though, I know that everything should be okay.
I am not throwing up anymore, but I am feeling sick. I guess that is a good thing. Maybe it isn’t a boy this time and that is why I am feeling different. I guess only time will tell.
Seriously, this is going to be the longest week of my life. The only thing I can think about is the baby and how I hope to goodness that he/she is okay. I just want to scream!
