In February I had a loss at around 6 weeks pregnant. I do not know if the pregnancy even made it to 6 weeks…the dates were off from the beginning and I just knew deep down something wasn’t adding up. All in all, it was hell…but I got through it. It messed with me, but I got over it, one thing that I didn’t think about was getting pregnant again. I thought I would get pregnant again and it would be fine, a new pregnancy I wouldn’t think about the loss. That is the farthest from the truth and I do not think anyone can understand that unless they have had a loss themselves.
I have a lot of people that keep asking me about the baby and sometimes I just get so overwhelmed because I am 20 weeks pregnant, the baby is healthy and always moving around but I cannot bring myself to get attatched to h...Read More